Soooo let’s move on and talk about something other than that six and a half foot man that I wanted to spend my life with… Ugh…. Oh well…

Sooo let’s go back a while shall we?

Looking back I have always been heavy… Like most of the time the biggest person in class or most places. I wasn’t even that big in high school looking back but I got made fun of all of that time because I was bigger… (Mind you I went to private schools so there weren’t that many people…) Looking back I wish that I was as “big” as I was then… and well I’m 5’10 and a half sooo of course I’m not going to look like everyone else…

BUTTTT…. Fast forward a few years and I had my son… Somewhere along the way in the last almost 18 years I gained upwards of about 140 – 150-ish pounds. I have PCOS and it seems like no matter what I do / did it never gets better…

For while I tired Optavia and while it did work isn’t wasn’t really sustainable for me so I gained back what I lost…

Then I hit the Divorce diet… You know the one where you stop eating? I did pretty well on that one but sadly gained it mostly back.

Over the last almost two years (or really a lot of my life) I have yo-yoed weight but I’m legitimately working on it now… Not because I want to be skinny but I want to be healthy… I’m been doing it pretty well for the last few weeks. I have to remind myself that it’s not going to happen over night but little by little it will get better…

A week or so ago I joined Twin Health… I think it may actually work this time… I’m hopeful… It’s something that my Insurance through work offers.

I’m going to keep working on myself because we only get once chance at this like and I don’t want to be unhealthy and unhappy doing it.

Basically this blog today is a little hope for everyone who doesn’t think they can do it… Just start… Even if you don’t do it perfectly at least you started!!